I woke up this morning with an abject indifference to life in its current state. I feel like I've fallen into the daily grind, the proverbial rut, and my life has seemingly become devoid of meaning. I know this is only perception though... at least I pray it is. It means I will snap out of it soon.
I blame winter. Winter is lifeless.
I think I have mild Seasonal Affect Disorder. I really need winter to be over. It's so cold, and I'm really sensitive to it--my hand goes numb after a couple minutes outside. Every morning my car is covered with snow... it just won't stop snowing. Pound by pound, inch by inch, the sky just keeps dumping this cold, life stealing, crystal on me. Its suffocating me and closing me in. Snow can be beautiful... but I need to see some green, I need to see some life.
I got a new book idea at least... that's something.
1 comment:
This verse usually cheers me up when I start getting gloomy about snow. It reminds me that winter snow is what makes spring so green. And it is a metaphor for how God works in our lives too. :)
Isaiah 55:9-11
1-4-3, 3-5-3 :)
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